FEELINGS

[fayzedandconfused]

[Brianna's sitting outside girls' 9, holding a crumpled up letter. OH SNAP SHE'S TOTALLY BEEN CRYING.]

((WHY SUCH A DICK, LJ. I mean. I realized that the past couple weeks have been pretty crappy for Brianna (people leaving, having her luck stolen, fighting with Julian, etc), so rather than have her emoing around in other people's posts I'm throwing this up. Anyone she knows can tag in whenever when LJ's not freaking out, slowtag, backtag, whatever man.))

Comments

[00-07.livejournal.com]

[holding her own letter, though it is carefully folded, and quietly sitting next to Brianna]

Is that from Senoo?

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

[she just nods]

[00-07.livejournal.com]

It's stupid. He wasn't supposed to leave.

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

Why didn't he say anything?

[00-07.livejournal.com]

I-I don't know. He should have said goodbye. I don't like it when people just leave letters.

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

[her voice is wobbly but she throws the crumpled up letter into the grass]

He's an asshole.

[00-07.livejournal.com]

[quickly picks the letter up]

--Don't say that! A letter's better than nothing.

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

I wish I'd never met him.

[00-07.livejournal.com]

But then you would have never met him. That'd be worse.

[justwannahave]

. . . What happened?

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

[she wipes her eyes and throws the letter on the ground]

Nothing.

[justwannahave]

Unless you've been cutting onions, it's probably bigger than nothing.

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

Just stuff. Doesn't matter.

[justwannahave]

It mattered enough for you to spend time on it.

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

I didn't spend time on anything.

[justwannahave]

So you totally wouldn't mind if I just pick up this piece of paper . . .

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

Go ahead. I don't care.

[it's this (http://innamoerati.livejournal.com/12900.html)]

[ihulk]

[CRYING WHAT DO I DO]

...Brianna?

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

[avoiding eye contact GO]

Hey.

[ihulk]

Are you okay?

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

Just... a bad couple weeks. That's all.

[ihulk]

Anything I can do?

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

I don't think so.

[ihulk]

Do you want me to...?

[motions away?]

[easybreezyidiot.livejournal.com]

[she tosses the crumpled letter onto the ground]

It's okay. You can stay.